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@失敗的Man
这图我看你发过，我个人心里评价是 还行.
等我有一天可以真正.自在呼吸.的时候.我也要在这里光屁股露个脸.而不用担心被国保抓起来.
等我有一天可以真正.自在呼吸.的时候.我也要在这里光屁股露个脸.而不用担心被国保抓起来.
>>这图我看你发过，我个人心里评价是 还行.等我有一天可以真正.自在呼吸.的时候.我也要在这里光屁股露个...
所以说 这就是你比我有“天时地利”的综合条件来放飞自我的原因，你看看我现在呢，一个屌头像我还必须 极尽进心力的打马才敢发出。。哎。。这氛围 我是真的受不了。
我虽然不是gay，但我也想像你这样 自由，潇洒 和 放飞。这就是我现在的感慨，谢谢。
>>所以说 这就是你比我有“天时地利”的综合条件来放飞自我的原因，你看看我现在呢，一个屌头像我还必须 极...
你不能和他比啊，他人在中国之外某个寒冷的地方，还是地地道道的外国公民。我第一次看见你的这个头像就被你的勇气震撼到了，你看，我即使打了码也只敢发了速删。。。你太勇敢了
>>你不能和他比啊，他人在中国之外某个寒冷的地方，还是地地道道的外国公民。我第一次看见你的这个头像就被你...
謝謝~玩兒的就是心跳，哈哈哈~山水有相逢，我相信會有一天 我可以“名正言順”的發自己的頭像 來上品蔥滴~嘿嘿~.
>>謝謝~玩兒的就是心跳，哈哈哈~山水有相逢，我相信會有一天 我可以“名正言順”的發自己的頭像 來上品蔥...
虽说如此，我还是希望你小心一点，我不希望这片土地的义人再-1。以及保持相信（哎呀，我想说英语keep believing that）你是被拣选的，要有长期和恶人作对的决心，最后一定是你看着他们被送上法庭。
>>你不能和他比啊，他人在中国之外某个寒冷的地方，还是地地道道的外国公民。我第一次看见你的这个头像就被你...
顺便再补充一句.看过你照片之后.我只能说 你小子太帅了.妥妥的小洋人一个. 我感觉你比经常在咱们品葱实名制的那个什么 乐乐 还更像老外.外貌.来看. 因为 俨然一副 青少年版 没有皱纹的玉面小生的安德鲁加菲模样. 那时候乍一看 我就觉得你是 美国白人.从没想过 你是什么 中国国内少数民族出身. 所以我个人才说 你比那个什么乐乐法利还像美国白.哈哈哈哈.虽然我不是很看重肤色和种族来结交朋友的.但是 能跟你这个帅小伙做朋友网友.是我的荣幸.也是我品葱一路走来的收获颇丰的经历.谢谢
>>虽说如此，我还是希望你小心一点，我不希望这片土地的义人再-1。以及保持相信（哎呀，我想说英语keep...
ok, got it. buddy~ Thank you.
>>ok, got it. buddy~ Thank you.
不過從今天開始.我可能要 無限期.退出.或者說 潛水於品蔥了.太高調頻率太高 確實不太保險.確實該聽.我會低調和更多的注重現實生活中的一份力的.共勉二位（樓主 和 尼德蘭).加油！還有 慢慢人生路老姨，注意身體 不要太累，願您也生活順心 愉悅，不再想不高興不開心的回憶了，謝謝你們大家~麼麼噠~愛你們喲~啾咪啾咪~
後會有期~!山水定會有相逢那日，加油~祝福各位~也願各位平安~amen.
>>不過從今天開始.我可能要 無限期.退出.或者說 潛水於品蔥了.太高調頻率太高 確實不太保險.確實該聽...
真是可惜一覺醒來（今天睡懶覺超級晚）怎麼又潛水了一位。你覺得你都高調了，我更高調，我就是來吸引注意力的，這樣的話別人就顯得低調了（所以別人身上的注意力就少了些許）
我覺得，如果措施得當，依然是可以做得到暢所欲言的！
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For a desired boy to be soft and effeminate is no bad thing, unlike for a man. But
a boy who is not castrated is expected to grow out of youthful softness, and is considered to have failed as a man if he does not. As Craig Williams writes, “While the effeminacy of cinaedi was a serious failing, we will see that beautiful boys might be charmingly
butch or delightfully soft and girlish. In other words, boys could get away with things
that cinaedi could not. Indeed, one might say that the image of the cinaedus served as a
reminder of what could happen if the normative transition from passive, penetrated puer
to active, penetrating vir, did not take place as expected.”139 Eunuchs, however, are
failed men by design. They are not supposed to grow out of boyish softness, and by their
extended boyishness, remain objects of sexual desire.140
Oh shit I want to cry then. It makes me feel as if a failure and I consider this very unjustified (つ﹏<。) then, what about you?!
EUNUCHS AND SEX: BEYOND SEXUAL DICHOTOMY IN THE ROMAN WORLD _______________________________________ A Dissertation presented to the Faculty of the Graduate School at the University of Missouri-Columbia
>> As Craig Williams writes, “While the effeminacy o...
Who the hell defines "failed" or "normal"? And the expectation for healthy adult men to be not childish ain't rigorous at all!
You see, both you and me look younger than people of the same age, but we're legal.
>>Who the hell defines "failed" or "normal"? And the...
I felt so insulted reading that article. It made me feel unworthy to have my testicles and bravery. We look boyish, act childishly, but we never bow our heads unlike those so called men! We have the resilience to rebel.
My definition of normal is the ability to stay as dissents, the objection to injustice and hearts for freedom and revolt!
>>I felt so insulted reading that article. It made m...
Prawda
Although I don't have sexual or romantic desire toward others(as long as I don't switch my way of thinking on purpose), I have other goals to achieve in my life. In fact, I'm quite driven to learn more, earn more and conquer more in a civilized manner, and those are believed by me the very fuel vitalizing the wagon of capitalism, and greed. I have moral and ethics as independent values, but they're also functioning in a greedy manner, which is the reason why I did things like giving my own house to refugees for their temporary staying. Beside that, I love venturing more than regular people(this doesn't imply I should publish my photo to ordinary users like you do, though), and engaging in activities like sailing, expediting and journalism within tyrannies like China and Pakistan.
>>Although I don't have sexual or romantic desire to...
I have been thinking about it. Maybe your situation is the best for a young male.
I agree with "whereas the body of a proper Roman citizen was hard, impenetrable and not to be violated" and "a respectable, freeborn Roman citizen was…marked, at least in theory, on the corporeal level by bodily inviolability"
but how could an ordinary, healthy youthful male be spared from the seduction of sex and its possession of willpower, without violating the integrity of the godly body? It is a blessing and tyranny at the same time. Sexual desire gives energy, but opening up vulnerabilities, and it is something too strong to overcome by will of male.
Somehow, you are naturally freed from this temptation and your spirit has one less eternal trap to fight, enabling you for mightier things. I have many goals in life as well, but the urge of sex stands on its way from time to time, something I cannot undo nor ignore.
Or maybe, with your body intact, spared from sexual desires, the fuel of sex is burnt elsewhere instead, propelling you into conquering and explorations, like all our great ancestors have done in the past. Perhaps the fuel of sex does not push your mind into sexual desires and in its place, it burns to give you peerless characters within, overcoming the boundaries ordinary people reluctant to cross. (I don't consider publishing personal photos an act of venturing. It is more like, given who I am, how I am, where I am, I don't bother withholding posting because I strongly despise self-censorship) From what I recall, many other things you have done need credible valiant characters, and taken them in consideration, I shall be humble in front of you. I start to envision, maybe your approach is a viable pathway for myself, as I am increasingly finding my own limits and you seem to reach further in a direction I desire, but unable.
>>I have been thinking about it. Maybe your situatio...
OMG thank you so much for praising me, I was just explaining how I live a life.
And you know, today I hasn't eaten yet, I will just focus on school works till sunset, when you will wake up. BTW I followed your advice https://pincong.rocks/question/65998
>>I have been thinking about it. Maybe your situatio...
Good morning, it seems I'm totally insane during fasting, which caused that I threw out some gibberish and grammar mistakes, and till I sent this message I still didn't eat at all. You know it's Ramadan, a traditional festival for all Muslims, I seldom celebrate it seriously, though. It's been two or three years the last time I did strict fasting, and I wanted to try it today, only to find I'm too weak😭.
Ramadan Mubarak and Salam Alaikum.
Be A Real Roman.
>>Good morning, it seems I'm totally insane during f...
It looks like you are starting to have a grip of my knowledge. It is better when someone can benefit from it. And of course, use it wisely. It would be a big regret, if you ever step on the right side and all the knowledge could be used in an ill manner. But still, I would forgive you if that shall happen: you are so frail in the hands of iron fist after all. (I guess after one day of Ramadan, you have found out somewhat. There could be no reasonable expectation for you to withstand anything too far than that)
Perhaps by celebrating Ramadan, you might be able to find pieces of yourself from the past and revive that fragment of personality
>>It looks like you are starting to have a grip of m...
Yes, and I feel it more realistically what people in hunger are thinking and feeling, Ukrainians must be 💀 during Holodomor, like, OMG, red horror is beyond horrible.
>>Yes, and I feel it more realistically what people ...
I guess now you can relate to hunger as a strategy of control. It is an effective but cruel way.
and boys in Berlin offering oral sex just for a can of food to survive, after 1945.
In the time of desperation, people will do many strange things.
>>I guess now you can relate to hunger as a strategy...
mamma mia that's cruel I don't want those boys that way😭
I promise I will cherish every piece of bread I got from now on
>>mamma mia that's cruel I don't want those boys tha...
when going on hunger, people.................
When I was younger, I had a friend who was the same. He had to prostitute himself not to starve to death. (but per his saying, it worked out anyway. He was so hungry, and people could anal him as much as they enjoyed because he hadn't eaten for few days, thus rectum was all empty. And the more people anal him, more food he could buy afterwards to fill out his stomach, but after he ate so much, not as many people would anal him anymore only because he ate, thus he had to go hunger again. After going on hunger, he could make more money after more people anal him... what a cycle)
After hugging him in tears in my arms, I can't help but value the life I have, the food I have taken for granted for so long. (I don't know if I told you, I think I have suffered greatly in earlier years of my life, in both the most extreme capitalistic and communist way possible as a child, mysteriously in a way I never understand)
好恐怖的經歷
>>好恐怖的經歷
That is horrible, sounds like situation of Russia back in 90s. Chinese society is always cruel, but we can't expect Russia to be much better, you know, many families' internal networks are not normal and people suffer a lot.
For details you can see one of my videos shared:https://pincong.rocks/video/9081
>>That is horrible, sounds like situation of Russia ...
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哎，你這說的。
>>难以置信，看来美国当时的福利比现在还烂
這麼多如此悲慘的故事，真是讓人沮喪，
但是生活總是多面的，也有幽默的地方
他最近：Nongfu..... Kongfu Spring? 都這麼中國了還怎麼外國勢力？？？？？？？？？？
>>這麼多如此悲慘的故事，真是讓人沮喪，但是生活總是多面的，也有幽默的地方幽默的細節是，我幫助他買了輛車...
看着Kongfu Spring我想了半天不知道这是什么，原来是农夫山泉啊😅你要知道，你最近没来中国，它的魔怔程度也许比你列举的还高，比如一个哈尔滨工业大学的大学生庆祝中秋节，给同学的月饼标签上有小字Happy Mid Autumn Festival，然后就被辅导员教训“帮助美国搞文化入侵”，只好在自己学院的QQ群里公开道歉。当然，这在德性稍微高一点的中国大学那里，也传成了笑话。
>>看着Kongfu Spring我想了半天不知道这是什么，原来是农夫山泉啊😅你要知道，你最近没来中国...
哎，
I am afraid my information is outdated. It is even much worse than my previous anticipation. No wonder many things don't make sense anymore.
>>哎，I am afraid my information is outdated. It is ev...
And this is what I feel suitable for background music in China nowadays
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGmimjNbkIo&list=PLUO5w2Ms9bASu_QbEAyNtZGADHUEL5Svz&index=11
>>And this is what I feel suitable for background mu...
alas, that's depressing.
I want to use the quote from Battlefield 1.
Defeat
White Army Officer: Alas, soldiers. The city is lost. But there are no real victors, for we're all beggars now. Russia has run out of bread and humanity.
I think this music is a reflection of beggars in taste.