我其实也有焦虑的原因
这仅仅是心情抒发的，而且它是消极的，所以我会发它在水区。同时我以后也会发更多的水区内容，这意味着它们更为私人化和朋友聊天之用。
OK，现在我谈谈我在焦虑什么：
1，我现在在我的二十早期，但是我有一天会三十岁、四十岁甚至更老。我担心我将失去容貌，人们不再把我当孩子看待，我会失去现在的朋友或者其它我重视的东西。以及我感觉自己已经走的太远，我在不断远离我思念的过去和童年。至于智慧和知识，我相信它们像葡萄酒一样随时间变好，这不是问题。
2，我希望自己成为一个super star，学术地说，我发表了少量的论文，但是它们并没有什么上新闻的意义。我不想和别人比较，但是我想出风头、当主角，而且我视其为我生命中必要的一部分。有时我为此痛哭流涕，整夜无法入睡。另外，在我经历的所有歌唱比赛中我总是希望自己成为明星，尽管我并不是很擅长唱歌。
3，我有一个计划，以后搬去波兰居住，我热爱这个国家胜过我自己的双手，甚至已经在那里布置了房子和家具。我认为语言是族群的灵魂所在，但是我从来不说流利的波兰语。
4，每当我有可能犯下一个道德错误，我忍不住一次又一次检查它和防止它。当我在路上看见一块石头，为了避免有人踩到它摔倒，我会把它扔到看起来安全的地方，并且反复推理是否会有人被它伤害，如果不能排除这些可能性，我会陷入深深的罪恶感。
OK，现在我谈谈我在焦虑什么：
1，我现在在我的二十早期，但是我有一天会三十岁、四十岁甚至更老。我担心我将失去容貌，人们不再把我当孩子看待，我会失去现在的朋友或者其它我重视的东西。以及我感觉自己已经走的太远，我在不断远离我思念的过去和童年。至于智慧和知识，我相信它们像葡萄酒一样随时间变好，这不是问题。
2，我希望自己成为一个super star，学术地说，我发表了少量的论文，但是它们并没有什么上新闻的意义。我不想和别人比较，但是我想出风头、当主角，而且我视其为我生命中必要的一部分。有时我为此痛哭流涕，整夜无法入睡。另外，在我经历的所有歌唱比赛中我总是希望自己成为明星，尽管我并不是很擅长唱歌。
3，我有一个计划，以后搬去波兰居住，我热爱这个国家胜过我自己的双手，甚至已经在那里布置了房子和家具。我认为语言是族群的灵魂所在，但是我从来不说流利的波兰语。
4，每当我有可能犯下一个道德错误，我忍不住一次又一次检查它和防止它。当我在路上看见一块石头，为了避免有人踩到它摔倒，我会把它扔到看起来安全的地方，并且反复推理是否会有人被它伤害，如果不能排除这些可能性，我会陷入深深的罪恶感。
4 个评论
1. 担心我将失去容貌 is waste of time. In stead of concerning BS I would date and hook up with hot chicks. You are in EU don't waste your time, YOLO
2. I can absolutely relate to that, I kinda have the same vibe too I was always envisioning myself as someone destined to achieve something incredible like being a president and such since childhood. And I still believe so too since I am well satisfied with where I am at, my personal development, my international connections.
I feel like you gotta find something you are really good at and really enjoy. Say I love dating girls and I will do anything to improve myself in all aspects to be attractive particularly to the girls I love (Red State Irish girls), to have better looking, be more confident and humorous, and once it starts kickin' dude you are unstoppable and you won't cry no more.
3. I am extremely bullish in Poland I stand with people having same opinion, I am thinking of investing in this country after Russian invasion years later.
4. It's very nice of you of reflecting yourself, thank you for making this world a better place. However I feel like from where I am stand, or at least the city I am at, no one really gives a fuck about any 'mistakes' you made as long as you are not killing someone (they probably don't give shit even if you do). Maintaining a high moral standard is cool but do not torture yourself.
2. I can absolutely relate to that, I kinda have the same vibe too I was always envisioning myself as someone destined to achieve something incredible like being a president and such since childhood. And I still believe so too since I am well satisfied with where I am at, my personal development, my international connections.
I feel like you gotta find something you are really good at and really enjoy. Say I love dating girls and I will do anything to improve myself in all aspects to be attractive particularly to the girls I love (Red State Irish girls), to have better looking, be more confident and humorous, and once it starts kickin' dude you are unstoppable and you won't cry no more.
3. I am extremely bullish in Poland I stand with people having same opinion, I am thinking of investing in this country after Russian invasion years later.
4. It's very nice of you of reflecting yourself, thank you for making this world a better place. However I feel like from where I am stand, or at least the city I am at, no one really gives a fuck about any 'mistakes' you made as long as you are not killing someone (they probably don't give shit even if you do). Maintaining a high moral standard is cool but do not torture yourself.
