一些唧唧喳喳的日记
这是一些日记，它们不是真实的，它们应当是童话的一部分。
如果你从中分析出了什么，也许是因为多虑，因为它们完全是假的，我作为作者保证，它们不可能是真的。
如果你从中分析出了什么，也许是因为多虑，因为它们完全是假的，我作为作者保证，它们不可能是真的。
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I regret for causing you such a suffering. Despite my initial comprehensive calculation to avoid offensive sentiment, direction of calculation is obviously imprecise.
And as I try my best to assume, why it hurts so bad is because such a perception, in distortion, comes from me, not anyone else, and my unwise assumption revives the deepest scar in your personality. It wouldn't be as hurtful if it comes from others, more ordinary people as you wouldn't have as much respect. Due to the mutual affection towards each other's personalities, an alienation in assuming you superficially in this manner is cruel, amplified by your admiration towards me, it results in greater disappointment. I wish I can completely undo this revival of your scar like wiping off scratch on the sand, but I am aware just like pulling a nail out, the hole will remain. I hope the hole in your heart can be duly filled by my kindness again, and it is something I have to earn.
In the same principal, this is the very reason why Communism and Great Purge is horrifyingly cruel, from a professional psychology perspective. It was something I try to avoid discussing earlier, but as we come here already.
In their principal, the loyalty of the party is tested against the humanity and love. The greater the love is, stronger the personal bond is, once they are overcome (destroyed), through the most bloodthirsty(determination for the revolutionary cause, dedication to the loyalty of the party) ways, it shows how much stronger the destruction is compared to the love and bond, thus proving yourself you are closer to the party, than the humanity behind. Let's say, for example, you know how some teenagers could be madly in love. The bond can be extremely strong, more resilient than death sometimes, and when they denounce each other (usually it is like a dual. It might be impossible to pull the trigger after the first shot, as the person would be dead already), the love becomes hate, warmth becomes ice, and suspension takes over with terror as a prologue of death, sometimes with torture and humiliation.
Upon knowing this, that's why I am particularly careful about your perceived feeling, because I know my views have special meanings, but sadly it looks like, the limit of knowledge has been reached and I have to show my humbleness in front of you. I hope it is the start of a payment to this debt.
And as I try my best to assume, why it hurts so bad is because such a perception, in distortion, comes from me, not anyone else, and my unwise assumption revives the deepest scar in your personality. It wouldn't be as hurtful if it comes from others, more ordinary people as you wouldn't have as much respect. Due to the mutual affection towards each other's personalities, an alienation in assuming you superficially in this manner is cruel, amplified by your admiration towards me, it results in greater disappointment. I wish I can completely undo this revival of your scar like wiping off scratch on the sand, but I am aware just like pulling a nail out, the hole will remain. I hope the hole in your heart can be duly filled by my kindness again, and it is something I have to earn.
In the same principal, this is the very reason why Communism and Great Purge is horrifyingly cruel, from a professional psychology perspective. It was something I try to avoid discussing earlier, but as we come here already.
In their principal, the loyalty of the party is tested against the humanity and love. The greater the love is, stronger the personal bond is, once they are overcome (destroyed), through the most bloodthirsty(determination for the revolutionary cause, dedication to the loyalty of the party) ways, it shows how much stronger the destruction is compared to the love and bond, thus proving yourself you are closer to the party, than the humanity behind. Let's say, for example, you know how some teenagers could be madly in love. The bond can be extremely strong, more resilient than death sometimes, and when they denounce each other (usually it is like a dual. It might be impossible to pull the trigger after the first shot, as the person would be dead already), the love becomes hate, warmth becomes ice, and suspension takes over with terror as a prologue of death, sometimes with torture and humiliation.
Upon knowing this, that's why I am particularly careful about your perceived feeling, because I know my views have special meanings, but sadly it looks like, the limit of knowledge has been reached and I have to show my humbleness in front of you. I hope it is the start of a payment to this debt.
