一些唧唧喳喳的日记
这是一些日记，它们不是真实的，它们应当是童话的一部分。
如果你从中分析出了什么，也许是因为多虑，因为它们完全是假的，我作为作者保证，它们不可能是真的。
如果你从中分析出了什么，也许是因为多虑，因为它们完全是假的，我作为作者保证，它们不可能是真的。
458 个评论
>>因为我宁可当伟大的敌人，也不当平庸的战友。平庸的战友会导致平庸和愚蠢，最终走向灭亡。而伟大的敌人才能...
不是😅你当我的敌人的方向在哪里？是要故意产生意识形态冲突还是什么东西？
或者你单纯想对我的人身造成威胁？
>>不是😅你当我的敌人的方向在哪里？是要故意产生意识形态冲突还是什么东西？或者你单纯想对我的人身造成威...
不，人身威胁，意识形态冲突 are all out of scope,
the direction is 激发你的勇气和智慧，through a telling you what if your enemy would be, so you are alarmed well in advance,
而你的勇气和智慧又会继续保佑你，而且这些特质属于你，没有人能够夺走。
I guess this goes back to the candle boy then, with an even darker hint. a party member maybe. a full circle indeed
>>这是对我的这个回复的再回复？看起来对不上。一只鹿儿可以修改站方的收款方式的帖子，说明她本身就属于站方...
“高层会议”的事情，谨慎而言来说 我觉得还是不要 或多或少的“说”了，因为 很多别有用心的人都在看着的可能性呢（即便水区也是），和睦以及合作，记住，然后不要不经意的聊太多这种事情，并且记住自己的职责即可，加油干吧!
（小伙子，肚子里要能摆下东西，不能不经意流出，这样容易给想攻击品葱论坛的狗皮们 有乘可机，望明），谢谢.
>>一只鹿儿，嗯.... 她还不错，但是没有那么伟大。（I don't sense an epic ch...
......各位，为了品葱的安全..我觉得，你们可以擅用私聊功能..谢谢二位好朋友，嘎嘎~
>>不是😅你当我的敌人的方向在哪里？是要故意产生意识形态冲突还是什么东西？或者你单纯想对我的人身造成威...
他说的应该不是那个意思，而是更像一种“精神意境”
并且 著名电影《致命ID》看过么？他说的红领巾 纳粹 反共，更像是不同的人格（又或者真的是儿时玩伴，总之我们不瞎猜）但他这里说的“敌人”，我觉得更类似于 “诤友” 性质，你也不要多想，大家应该时刻彼此保持交流和沟通，二位，多多私聊! 交流是主要的，爱你们二位，么么，睡了~
>>所以我才和史刁碧嘉说，你既然知道我××××××你还在这里代入“智慧和平衡的”敌人什么的😅干什么。
你还在这里代入“智慧和平衡的”敌人什么的😅干什么。但显然他理解有误，我在邮件里说“我要去扮演反派，来让人打击”，他以为我说的是要“这次我要成为一个反派”。
我晓得你是演的，但是其实，我本来我自己的打算是我把自己活成大反派给你预演一下所以遇到了真的不会上当。我觉得按照你现在的水平，在你所在的地方遇到我演的反派的质量的真坏人是难以对付的。
谁晓得你先跑过去演了，我很猝不及防啊！
>>那你给我发一个，我看看能不能回复....如果不能回复的话，反正也有别的地方，比如Q
Q別用不安全
而且无论是真的还是演的，我都喜欢令人尊敬的敌人，
在扭打后（之前我的描述你也看到了，如此的羞辱不体面，所以已经是坏了规矩），依然会拥抱对方感谢陪伴，因为孤独才是更大的敌人。
在扭打后（之前我的描述你也看到了，如此的羞辱不体面，所以已经是坏了规矩），依然会拥抱对方感谢陪伴，因为孤独才是更大的敌人。
>>你別折叠，直接帮他把他的那个“流出”删了。。。下次你俩这种事情，不要拿出来讲，私信 私信。。。不用为...
真正不能拿出来讲的，已经没拿出来的，
我拿出来讲的，是别人看了也没关系的。（你看了对扭打的描述了么？那么精彩啊，不能浪费！ ๑(◕‿◕)๑ 其实我还蛮期待你的反应呢）
我是个洋葱，根本不晓得剥洋葱剥到了哪一层 ๑(◕‿◕)๑
>>真正不能拿出来讲的，已经没拿出来的，我拿出来讲的，是别人看了也没关系的。（你看了对扭打的描述了么？那...
好吧，哈哈~（狗头）
>>你看看打到那个份上的非同性恋男孩感到了如此的冒犯依然有互相的默契，这是一件惊奇的事情，当时觉得理所应...
🫂
>>明白，前辈。还是你有反侦察经验🫡
但是，我给你的警告是，别演久了，假戏成真。（白军红军都有这种人）
尤其是白军，有的人演久了，自己还真的变成共产党了，我觉得不行。
所以,
I only answer to three things, intelligence, humanity and integrity
>>但是，我给你的警告是，别演久了，假戏成真。（白军红军都有这种人）尤其是白军，有的人演久了，自己还真的...
I only answer to three things, knowledge, aesthetics and ethics.
>>I only answer to three things, knowledge, aestheti...
I guess we are very close then.
knowledge <=> intelligence can be both good and bad, and one is acquired, another comes with you, or can be developed. this is clear then,
aesthetics <=> humanity I guess the humanity can be reflected through aesthetics, just like yourself, and me. gracefully elegant young males who are physically attractive. and humanity is the foundation of all aesthetics, because without humans ourselves, we wouldn't enjoy anything.
ethics <=> integrity You can see this easily too. But the darker side is, I might be faithful with integrity on the wrong side so I have to choose the side carefully and I always pray, the choice is wise.
>>I guess we are very close then. knowledge <=> inte...
隔壁那个帖子我看了一下，有账号在那里说品葱被共产党控制了，这不是肯定会发生的吗？有人会真心这样说，有人会因为五毛计划失败急了就这么说，鹿儿姐姐还是沉不住气，急着封人留下把柄。
这下好了，隔壁又开始在那里制造谣言，说法庭假模假式了，“审个天下无贼都要开法院，封禁幸福中国怎么就不用了”。
我服了这群人😅品葱免费给他们服务器来自己建一个社区玩，他们消停会儿行吗？
有个细节，我想说出来，
Nederland你自己是asexual, 以前对于我浓烈狂野的性欲发表过鄙视感的评价，
但是我今天在心理医生那边回家的时候突然意识到，
我在跟你待了这几个月后（还有个原因，药物。但是这个药我吃了许多年，导致性欲减退但是并没有把我变成asexual), 最近两周我发现 my sexual appetite becomes a residual character. Active erotic sexual arousal cannot occur anymore and it is more a habitual arousal than an actual active sexual attraction.
And I realized, I purged the mathematics study as a part of anti-Bolshevik movement and soon afterwards, I was aggressively performing sexual acts (mutual masturbation and oral sex in classroom) with my peers due to my disbelief in communist sex education and I believed I had to keep having sex with my friends in school to affirm my anti-Bolshevik position. The more I did it, the more I was rebelling against such propaganda and more freedom I would have gained. It kind of makes sense but it is absurd when I look back now.
Currently I have only very weak sexual appetite (maybe it is the residual sexual arousal as a habit) and maybe I am closer to being asexual than I previously anticipated. Ejaculation doesn't need to occur more than twice a week (mostly it is once a week or even 10 days) but when I was younger, it was every day or few times a day. Maybe I wasn't truly that horny, but more for just to make a point. How silly I was!
I feel more relived not so hijacked by sexual tension as much, and it feels strangely good. I suspect, this is because of you? But how could this be possible?
Nederland你自己是asexual, 以前对于我浓烈狂野的性欲发表过鄙视感的评价，
但是我今天在心理医生那边回家的时候突然意识到，
我在跟你待了这几个月后（还有个原因，药物。但是这个药我吃了许多年，导致性欲减退但是并没有把我变成asexual), 最近两周我发现 my sexual appetite becomes a residual character. Active erotic sexual arousal cannot occur anymore and it is more a habitual arousal than an actual active sexual attraction.
And I realized, I purged the mathematics study as a part of anti-Bolshevik movement and soon afterwards, I was aggressively performing sexual acts (mutual masturbation and oral sex in classroom) with my peers due to my disbelief in communist sex education and I believed I had to keep having sex with my friends in school to affirm my anti-Bolshevik position. The more I did it, the more I was rebelling against such propaganda and more freedom I would have gained. It kind of makes sense but it is absurd when I look back now.
Currently I have only very weak sexual appetite (maybe it is the residual sexual arousal as a habit) and maybe I am closer to being asexual than I previously anticipated. Ejaculation doesn't need to occur more than twice a week (mostly it is once a week or even 10 days) but when I was younger, it was every day or few times a day. Maybe I wasn't truly that horny, but more for just to make a point. How silly I was!
I feel more relived not so hijacked by sexual tension as much, and it feels strangely good. I suspect, this is because of you? But how could this be possible?
>>有个细节，我想说出来，Nederland你自己是asexual, 以前对于我浓烈狂野的性欲发表过鄙视...
Perhaps, maybe talking to people has effect on you?
Actually, I wasn't really expressing contempt to you, it was just joking. You know, some young people say things that mean bad on the surface, like calling your good fellow girl bi_ch, which is just a sign of intimacy between friends.
If you found it offensive, I'll no more say you're horny.
>>Perhaps, maybe talking to people has effect on you...
Oh I am aware that you were joking. But of course, my own sexual desire has decreased too, somehow, maybe through having thoughts with you about many events..... so, yes, talking with people will affect ourselves for sure
and as a result, my brain capacity has increased a lot due to the reduced spending in sexual appetite. I never thought I would experience that.
(oh those poor Soviets kids sexually repressed to death only for better grades, maybe that approach had a point, but still)
>>隔壁那个帖子我看了一下，有账号在那里说品葱被共产党控制了，这不是肯定会发生的吗？有人会真心这样说，有...
哎，
我给你之前的文笔搞得无话可说，如果你在我面前我会拍你的屁股：你看看你都写了什么，别的时候别的地方再失手可就不是轻轻拍一下那么简单了！
至于另外那位，我都要窒息了，人家没有故意设套都掉进去了，
那这下好了，人家追着那位，她掉哪里，哪里就多画一个圈套！
>>哎，我给你之前的文笔搞得无话可说，如果你在我面前我会拍你的屁股：你看看你都写了什么，别的时候别的地方...
oh nope, I'm not that immune to pain like your childhood friends😱
>>oh nope, I'm not that immune to pain like your chi...
oh, I will be gentle.
I wake up some of my friends even today by pinching their penis and testicles! (a girl was shocked upon seeing what I did! then he kept sleeping, then I told her, just give up, not going to wake up if not even move an inch after tickling the balls..... of course, she was confused but I guess we know how it works)
it is a thing between, boys, you know.
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>>确实如您刚刚所描述那样。但究竟因何“原因”成这幅德行的，咱们懂的都懂的...你应该也懂得.哈哈~（狗...
唉，您应该来俄国看看，这里遍地都是巴洛克建筑——以前在欧洲，是大户人家或贵族才住的豪邸，或者是博物馆、教育局之类的公共场所。现在？自从我们的沙皇陛下，哦不，主席老爷，约瑟夫·钢铁开展了社会主义建设，巴洛克建筑可就一文不值了，连路边的公厕都是巴洛克的样式，它们具体来说可没比青岛的这些民居美观多少。
这个是冬宫，标准的巴洛克建筑，请洋人（德国和法国）工程师在凯瑟琳陛下任内修完之后，如今保持了大致的样貌。斯大林的社会主义改造曾经让它充满革命委员会会址的风格，还在上面插红旗呢，如今又改回来了。
而下面这个，就是咱们俄国民间的巴洛克建筑啦
而下面这个，就是咱们俄国民间的巴洛克建筑啦
>>唉，您应该来俄国看看，这里遍地都是巴洛克建筑——以前在欧洲，是大户人家或贵族才住的豪邸，或者是博物馆...
哈哈哈哈哈~，您在打趣的讽刺某主席屎大淋先生的时候 确实风趣， 打趣嘲讽独裁领袖方面您也是专业的，不过 在嘲讽苏维埃阵营独裁领袖这方面 相比 Studebaker嘉 先生，您啊 还“差远”喽（在这方面的嘲讽，我觉得他更“专业”，哈哈哈~) 哇哈哈哈哈~.